Main

July 21, 2008

Seattle Trip 2008

Flew to Seattle to visit Jerylin, starting Tuesday.

Thursday:
- Walked over to the area around Trophy Cupcakes, had lunch at Chutney's.
- Pike's Market :) Lots of raspberries, was tempted to buy crab, bought peaches from California...I FEEL CHEATED!! Ate mini-donuts :)
- Walked around furniture area with Jery. Found interesting sofas, like inflatable air mattress tops on pull-out sofas and coffee tables that popped up to be at the ideal height to put a laptop or drink on it.
- Ate bratwursts from a Bavarian place at Pike's Market. The lady was pretty awesome, telling us about travel in Europe. We also bought a pack of Dutch syrup waffles, Stroopies :) Tried to eat artichokes, as in the large green thing. I found out that it's not for me.

Friday:
- Brunch at Voulas with Jery. Eggs benedict is good.
- Stood in line for the iPhone for three hours. THREE HOURS a week after the phone was released! But it wasn't a bad wait. Talked with the people around me, found access to the Apple Network and chatted online.
- Phone's nice :) 3G is worth it, good apps, pretty easy to use. I'll buy more protective gear later :)
- Visited Jery's work and watched "Dr. Horrible"...Doogie Howser, what have you done?
- Went to Ivar's and enjoyed the setting sun at 9 pm.
- Brett arrived!

Saturday:
- Watched Firefly
- Went to "Bite of Seattle", had alligator skewers, jambalaya, Crayfish stew, stood in line for organic stuffs. It was pretty big!
- Walked over to the Olympic Sculpture Park
- Started walking back home, kinda, and then got lost...which is a typical occurrence in Seattle for me. Walked over 4 miles before Mike picked us up.
- Went out for Mexican food and Coldstone (had a butterfinger waffle cone; next time, we bring lactaid)

Sunday:
- Finished "Firefly" and "Serenity"
- Brunch at Silent-Heart-Nest, which is a bit...odd, but the food is good. I don't recommend the pomegranate juice, as it is REAL pomegranate juice. I diluted it with water and added sugar @_@
- Went to Theo Chocolate factory
- Went to BBQ at Jerylin's lab mates. They had rockband :)

Monday:
- Hemi, in his over-exuberance, ran over my face. That was how I woke up today.
- Missed Will's calls, when his flight was delayed. I'm sorry :(
- Had "vegetable soba", at the Uwajimaya Center
- Pudding tea at the Chinatown area
- Visited Dry Soda and walked around the area, where they sell utility kilts and have underground tours.

July 07, 2008

Back to Westside

It's been two weeks since I've returned back to Los Angeles, and it's felt like a long two weeks.

Summer has hit, in all its mind-numbing glory. To be complete, I think I need to exercise and maintain several aspects of myself...

Mind - which means I need to read, a lot, and talk to people, a fair deal. I have a tendency of forgetting how to talk during the summer. It's not very abnormal to me; it happens on an annual basis.
Body - ...which means I need to buy a bike. I'm too utilitarian to run around in circles, or to nowhere at all. I actually live very close to a good number of places (Target, restaurants, Guitar Center...which means nothing because...)
Finances - As in restraining or abstaining from the usage of...no more impulse buys. I also need to live with the fact that I simply don't have any room in my current apartment for something wonderful like a reading chair or art station.
Discipline - I'm feeling it in my posture and in my drowning fatigue. I'm more tired now than I am when I'm working, though "tired" isn't quite the word. It feels like my mind is sleepy in the summer, fatigued but quick during the year. My back, too, is hurting more and more, probably because I'm slouching in my chair...or just sitting in my chair. I don't really sit well, or for very long. It's a change that I don't like. I understand why folks who work desk jobs feel the itch to run miles and miles.

Continue reading "Back to Westside" »

Road Trip, Day 5 + the weekend

A bit old. Wrote most of it on the ride back, from Arizona to Burbank.

. . .

Michigan to Pennsylvania isn’t a long drive, at least in terms of distance. What kept us from our destination was yet more road construction. Maybe it was because we had driven so quickly and so far that it merely seemed like the roads were perpetually under construction. It didn’t make us feel better, knowing that we had to pay our way into Pennsylvania (toll road), only to be stuck in traffic for an hour.

Continue reading "Road Trip, Day 5 + the weekend" »

June 18, 2008

Road Trip, Day 3 and 4

First, I need to correct my spelling. DES MOINES was where we stayed.

.
.
.
OK!! XM radio has kinda dropped to only talk stations. D: D: D: Not having music readily available has been REALLY BAD!! It's tough to drive so many hours without good music. Station surfing has been futile, since most of the music is either really cheesy Christian soft rock or Country...a LOT of Country music. Now that we're closer to Detroit, the music shifted to more grunge Rock and R&B, which is better. But yeah, XM radio if I EVER rent a car.

Nothing much to report, in terms of scenery. It's pretty much...green. Lots of grass, trees, ominous thunderclouds but no rain. We've been reading up and listening for changes in weather forecasts and levy statuses. Luckily, we were clear of any danger.

Being a Californian, I haven't actually seen first-hand the destruction of a twister. We passed by a spot, where a twister traveled, from one side of the freeway to the other. It was like God drew a very quick line with His index finger, through the length of a metal barn house, two rows of trees, just missing a house. It's not something I'd want to experience, I think.

Yesterday, I thought the driving was fine. Today, though, I have decided that I will NEVER drive from Des Moines to Michigan again. NEVER!! The farther east we traveled, the worse the drivers were, leading up to driving through Illinois, Indiana, and now, Michigan, with the ones with Illinois plates being the worst. The road construction and conditions didn't help either. I know...in my HEAD I know...that I should just drive and let it be. The Los-Angeles in me thinks differently.

I should buy jellybeans tomorrow. It helps with the road rage.

Continue reading "Road Trip, Day 3 and 4" »

Road Trip, Day 2

Yesterday I thought that XM radio was the GREATEST INVENTION! Today...I'm kinda tired of it, probably because the car only comes with about 10 stations. If I ever travel for a living, though, I would definitely subscribe to it. It's wonderful getting a clear signal from ANY location (except under overpasses and inside tunnels), with playlists that actually has some rhyme and reason.

Driving through the Rockies wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. It was a gradual upward grade, not a steep one, and the top of the Rockies, at least where we were, was kinda...flat.

Utah, when going towards Salt Lake City, looks more like the Nevada area. Green but dry brush, with the mountain/rock formations in the back. It looks a lot like the scenery in Cars (we only saw one Nascar big rig, sponsored by Sprint). Wyoming is more green, with white, fluffy clouds and green pastures. Prairie dogs are very little and very daring! They actually walk onto the freeway, and then make a mad dash back into the grass.

Lots of construction, lots of big rigs, gotta go! Will write at our next stop: Des Moise (not Michigan...I have no sense of direction!)

June 16, 2008

Road Trip, Day 1

First...GABE!! Do you have time this weekend? :)

Highlights from the trip...

- 4.5 hours of sleep, awake at 5 am, and packing/cleaning/having An wait for me and my unorganized self, and driving out at 6 am
- At the security check, I was stopped because my DRIVER'S LICENSE WAS TOO OLD to go through security. STUPID TSA and their wanna-be advanced designs with UV light detection! My license doesn't expire until 2011.
- Hertz is really nice. They found out that I was sitting outside, waiting for my car, in 50 degree weather (I was stupid enough to just come in a t-shirt, jeans, and flip-flops) and told me to come in...and then showed me the ways of the e-brake on an American car (it's the random pedal to the left, btw)
- It is the end of an ERA! I have no reason to visit Berkeley now except to go on campus...and eat :)
- Fog...unto San Rafael Bridge and then sunlight! Oh, and the toll is $4 now...
- Around Sacramento, little punk-drivers. I decided to play with one of them (civic) for tailing me with about 5 feet between me and him. Kept pushing and pushing...into NOTHING because we were being held by a car a few cars in front of us, thus not our fault. Did I mention that renting a V6 is nice? Renting a V6 is very nice. Having Arizona plates also adds injury to insult :)
- Passed such locations as Floriston, Devil's Gate, Fallon and Ely (Prestige anyone?), and other such Biblical and epic sounding places.
- A preaching truck...basically, a truck with a Bible verse, and a message stating "A man + A woman = Marriage"...so yeah, apparently polygamy is acceptable.
- The scenery is amazing. Lots of salt flats, just white areas where nothing grows, and mountains, since this is considered the high desert area. And there is a very obvious division between Nevada and Utah. Nevada has shrubbery and is thus kinda green. Utah is brown and BROWN...and white, with more of the salt flats. High for today, or at least according to the car: 97.

Also, gonna buy instant Tom-Yum noodles when I get home. They're really good. :)

June 04, 2008

Into the calm, flat yonder

What is this? Cross-country drive?

It has been scheduled!

How will it be? We'll see!

March 01, 2008

highlights from the last few weeks

From what I can remember (I drank too much coffee today, in case anyone was wondering):

- WENT TO SEATTLE!! Post will be in ponderings, probably tomorrow,
- Yearbook ate my life...it ate everyone's life. Some drama, but more so, I need to figure out a way, a very GOOD way, to make it so that it no longer eats up so much time. Gotta think of streamlining things for next year.
- Watched "Juno"
- Gary shared his cooties (via a shared soda), and got me SICK. DAMN IT!! MY RECORD!! I was going for a sick-free winter!
- Drew two pieces for Andy, for a fundraiser (instead of 4...because of the aforementioned incapacitation)
- Went to fundraiser, was socially awkward (because I'm like that), but was very impressed at how the auction went and am currently feeling good about raising moneyz for the cause. Also picked up two t-shirts. One says "I speak English"...which would have been wonderful to wear when I first met Jery. I was so quiet that she thought I didn't speak English. Also would have been great to have on when rat-bastard of a racist highway patrolman pulled us over and asked whether we spoke English.

February 23, 2008

musak for me

...I have bouts of obsessions with music. I think it runs in the family, since my father does something similar (puts a song on repeat...FOREVER!! D: D: D:) Currently, this has been on my mind: Oscar Peterson's "Hymn to Freedom".

This "Lord's Prayer" is amazing too.

I did write about Seattle, on my laptop. I'll post it after I finish drawing for Andy.

February 18, 2008

still procrastinating

Again, I should be working...instead, I found this!

Will download later, when I have money on my account.

February 10, 2008

After going to the Apple Store

...which I seem to be doing more of recently. It comes with having a Mac laptop, I think.

Anyway!

iPhone gained some pros:
First, did some math, and I would save about $280 by purchasing an iPhone. Also went to the Apple Store, and found out that if I add Will, it would cost $30 less per month than with the Verizon plan, and actually make the bill more towards my current cellphone bill.

Second, it as UP TO THE MINUTE traffic updates for Los Angeles, although it might be a little laggy. But it has what I need for a GPS system. Saves me the moneys again.

Third, it would save me from getting an iPod. Although this wouldn't be what I necessarily need, it is nice to have.

Fourth, I think I would encase my phone in ARMOR, of the bullet-proof nature, which comes in an assortment of colors at the store.

Things are looking grim for the Voyager... The only thing that would keep with Verizon is the coverage, but that's probably not going to matter much, considering my location, and the fact that if I don't have actual cellphone service, I will have my own wireless network at home, to make up for it.

February 09, 2008

Biannual Cellphone purchase

Storm needs a new cell phone because her contract is up, which means...decisions. When it comes down to it, it's between the LG Voyager and the Apple iPhone...for now -_- Now, the weighing...

Voyager
Pros:
- It has a KEYBOARD that has individual keys
- $100 contract renewal money, +$50 online rebate
- unlimited texting
- GOOD reviews, and good design
- I can use my trans card, from my current phone
- GPS comes with the plan
Con::
- $79/month plan to utilize it, $69/month each if I grab my brother onto my plan...but that's an if.
- I hate LG's OS, and this basically copies the iPhone
- Bluetooth doesn't actually work with the devices I need it for
- $1.99/meg download

iPhone
Pros:
- It's an iPhone!!!!!!!!!!
- My laptop would actually be able to detect it
- I have friends who can help me out, tell me when I have updates, and warn against badness
- $59/month, which actually adds up to be cheaper in the 2-year contract than with Verizon
- unlimited data download
- widgets...free widgets...
Con:
- No real GPS, but will update(?) with a version of googlemaps
- 8 gig is $399...that hurts my wallet, but still is cheaper with 2-year contract
- iPhone is still going through revisions
- Glass screen +drop + 2-year contract = something broken
- Obviously expensive and thus prone to be stolen

... maybe more thoughts later. In the meantime, gonna go visit the Apple Store in Seattle. :)

January 20, 2008

Happy Monkey

Sooo...the week has been a little more than terrible. But today...TODAY, a mystery has been solved. REJOICE WITH ME!

No? Awwww...

I found out that the song that I've been looking for is Chopin's Etude Opus 10 #3. People will probably recognize it, but then, classical music has been a popular soundtrack filler. More sheet music to put on top around the piano. I'm sure my mother is thrilled.

January 13, 2008

Where can I find...

So....I live in a studio and it's kinda small. Or, really small. I love it, but it's not very welcoming with my ONE chair...all the way in the corner...obviously meant to be used for surfing the internets.

If anyone finds FLOOR PILLOWS or FLOOR CUSHIONS on sale, please tell me! I've got to do the Japanese thing of putting them away when they're not being used, but I also want cushions that are thick enough to make for comfortable sitting.

Thanks :)

Hot Chocolate and Marshmallows

Bought a bag of mini marshmallows for a dollar yesterday from Target. Life is good.

Continue reading "Hot Chocolate and Marshmallows" »

December 29, 2007

As I do laundry at a break-neck early hour in the morning...

...Yeah, I'm not a blogger.

Definitely, positively, absolutely not.

Though I was...but not right now >_< Conclusion of conclusions. But I'll try to write...even though I owe a bit of an explanation, for both the absence and the stuff I promised I'd update.

I'll answer the first one first, which can be summed up by the following word: YEARBOOK. The good thing is that limitations have been set. 5 pm is the "GET THE HELL OUT OF MY CLASSROOM!" time, except on critical deadlines, when we stay until 6 pm. No more running out of the premises right before the silent alarms are turned on. I also found the blog of a yearbook+newspaper+video teacher/adviser, which has helped me a lot. It makes me feel like I'm not alone in this, because we're hitting a lot of similar issues, despite the differences in states and student population.

What have I been doing with my new-found time? First, cooking. I like it! I wish I had a oven (if anyone is so inclined as to help with the pilot light, I will bake you brownies...or whatever you want...because then I will be able to BAKE!). But cooking takes time. I finally bought a microwave this month, so I can eat a little faster. But all in all, I like eating and cooking for myself, despite it (and grocery shopping and cleaning up afterwards) being time consuming.

Second, I have this wonderful and horribly addicting invention called a television. It stops me from going insane, since I have no radio and repeating songs over and over again can only do so much (though I have gotten some help from Linh, with streamed songs...I just forgot the link D: ). I've learned that I DO NOT like most of the reality TV shows, and ranking at the top of my list currently are Cold Case and Chuck...who I know was kicked out of SSSSSSSSStanford, but that's their loss. The Writer's Guild strike has been happening, so there have been a slew of reality TV and game shows. I enjoy the commercials, but they get damn repetitive. All in all, it makes me happy.

It's the holidays, so I've been behaving more like an active human. Been actually seeing friends again, and will do so for as much and as long as I can. Hung out with Jerylin, Gary and Andy on Friday, in Old Town and ate at Cheescake Factory. The wait wasn't too bad, and catching up is always good. We were seated by the door, which is not good with all the wind LA has been getting. It could be termed as epic, with trees falling on houses and lost power lines, but this happens every so often. It kinda reminds me of my senior year in high school, when school was canceled because we had no power. Writing a term paper in candle light is never good.

What doesn't happen so often is having a shooting in Old Town. Andy and I were watching "Charlie Wilson's War", which is good, if anyone's wondering about watching it, when we exited the theatre and saw that the area had been taped off, police on both sides of the sidewalk by the tape, three or four cars in an otherwise empty block, and shoes and some clothes left at the scene...at least I think that they were shoes and clothes. without a person laying there. I don't like staring at scenes like those. The news has been quick to report that these kinds of things don't usually happen, with the upcoming Rose Parade. And it's true. This isn't typical of things that happen in Old Town.

Thursday, Andy and I watched "Atonement", which really does have Oscar written all over it. I thought it was pretty good, but I wouldn't go out and want to buy it like I did "Pride and Prejudice". I should watch trailers, which I haven't done in months. But I'll probably watch "Sweeny Todd" and "Kite Runner" while it's still running.

Friday was interesting. I went to work...because I'M A BUM!! And found a really, really old message on the answering machine. I think we should get a new answering machine that records the date and time of the message, but that's for me and the newspaper adviser to work out. There was a request for the pictures of an elderly alumni, of the grandparent generation. Since I've only been in the position for the last few years, I didn't know what the status of the collection was, especially not books from the 1950s. But lo and behold! Right there, at eye level, was the book from the alumni's graduating year. That motivates me to keep better records, and possibly secure copies of books in a "Handle with Care" label, since they're so old. I've already put away a book from the 1920s.

Afterwards, I met up with Brett, TJ, Steve and Bryan, and did some more catching up. Bryan, with his new iPhone, showed lots of pictures of people I don't really remember...which kinda makes me sad. This year was our 10-year reunion. I didn't go, but I think it would have been fairly awkward. Meeting up with a small group of old friends was much better, I think, because there's the sense that what we talk about matters, and isn't just shallow small talk about what never really was there, and won't be there in the future. ANYWAY, I had a really good time at dinner, though I don't recommend the Malaysian Steak Salad at Claim Jumpers. It's not really...a salad. When they don't mention lettuce as really being one of the main ingredients in the salad, they really mean it.

Now that I'm finished writing this small essay, I'm going to work on other things...to write about them...maybe.

And did I mention I spent 3 days painting my parents' kitchen? I painted my parents' kitchen.

Continue reading "As I do laundry at a break-neck early hour in the morning..." »

November 25, 2007

Gotta find new names...

Went movie watching...

- Enchanted: with Andy, in the theatres. It's funny, Disney satiring itself. Typical feel-good movie, which seems to be what a lot of people need now. I'd watch it again, if anyone needs that pick-me-up. As a side note, the protagonist's hair reminded me of my friend who's a red-head.
- Knocked Up: A bit late. But THEY'VE RUINED THE NAMES OF MY FUTURE CHILDREN!!! D: D: D: D: !!!! No more Allison and Ben. Darn D: 40-year-old Virgin humor, so I wouldn't buy this movie, but it's interesting to watch. Moral might be that having a baby makes boys grow up into fathers.
- Evan Almighty: Funny, but odd, because he becomes weirdly serious when the white beard is glued on. It's nifty how they went "green" with this movie. Makes me want to buy a bike, except I have no time or money to devote to it.
- The Lookout: Rotten Tomatoes gave it an 88%, which is pretty damn good. It's very well done. If you're looking for something to watch that's a realistically dark, check it out.

Now, back to putting repeats in the DVD player, to amuse Bill as I work.

November 20, 2007

Status Update

A list...because I'm a bum...


- Parent Conferences are OVER!! :D :D :D No further comment.

- Began Christmas Shopping, because I'm SUCKER FOR FUNDRAISER!! The band and a local mall had set up a discount shopping weekend, so Will and I went over. Not much bought, because I haven't really thought of what I want to buy for people. I'm getting ideas :)

- During that shopping trip, I made a random buy.
loco roco la.jpg
Yes, before Final Fantasy Tactics,, I bought Loco Roco...which, as my brother mentioned, won best PSP game of the year for 2006. It looks really weird, but I'm GLAD I BOUGHT IT!! Check out the trailer. It's hilariously fun, as to be expected from the makers of Katamari. Now that I think of it, the game reminds me of Linh. o_O I think it's because of the faces. Now, I need to buy a PSP...

- Reminder to self: Second week of November, marching bands FLOOD the Santa Anita area, with the Arcadia Festival of Bands, so DO NOT GO THERE!! Unless you want to see the bands, 'cause they're pretty good.

- I moved Bill to my apartment. He didn't spend as much time under the bed as he did before. Only a day. He's currently sitting in my chair with me, and he seems happy. I'm spoiling him with way too much attention. But it's nice having him here; it doesn't feel as lonely.

- Thanksgiving is a few days away, and I am SO GLAD that my travel plans consist of 10 minute drives to my parents' house. :D

November 13, 2007

"Time for you and time for me

And time yet for a hundred indecisions,
And for a hundred visions and revisions,
Before the taking of a toast and tea."

There are times when I wish that I had enough time to update, revise, write, take pictures, capture and share the smaller moments of my life that bring me joy and make be believe, at least for a little while, that the world is a great place to live. Wow...didn't that sound emo D: But yeah, today is one of those days, which makes sense. Saturday was deadline/friends/Cal LOST day T______T, Sunday was video game/sleep/friends/sibling worrying day, and Monday was cleaning/grocery/sorting life day. So it would be natural that today is begin to appreciate the smaller things in life day.

Instead, it is go back to WORK day! And so, I will go back to work. C'est la vie.

October 24, 2007

Fire update

In case anyone has 1) not watched television, listened to the radio, or been online recently or 2) has no idea exactly where I live...

Southern California is ablaze with fires.

New fires broke out around UCI, Foothill Ranch area, which makes me concerned. Those who have visited the campus know what I mean when I say that my concern stems from the parts of Irvine that are used for hiking, the high brush areas where the annoying rabbits live. There's a lot of it. And it is very, very dry.

Several of my students came home from college, to the suburbs of Los Angeles, where the fires are not imminent, but the ash, soot, and haze still loom above us. Sports games have been canceled or postponed. Most everyone is suffering from some sort of allergy, eye irritation, and congestion. The sky has been a smoky orange.

Power has been inconsistent. Because of the fires, transformers have been closed, causing power to be rerouted. In the meantime, none of the clocks at school are right.

Overall, I think people have been rather calm about the situation. There are firefighters risking their lives to stop the fires from spreading. Fires are expected around this time of the year, although not in such a high volume. Though it is a different spin in terms of coverage. Television and newspapers tend to go on the search to assign blame, asking about preparedness, giving proper warnings and questioning how matters were handled. NPR has more of a "it happened in 2003, so why are people so surprised that this would happened again? Here is an update from the fire OFFICIALS" approach. But the powers that be say that there is hope near, with the temperatures going down and the humidity up.

October 18, 2007

taking time to be me

Little reminder of little things that would make me happy: http://www.mimiopapers.com/workshops.html

October 01, 2007

There are not enough hours in the day to do what needs to be done.

Are you feeling it? I am...I SWEAR I need a personal assistant to remind me of all the crazy things I need to get done each day, or my days turn into days like these: half communicated message, half finished projects, entirely too many questions to answer.

With that said, I need to go shopping on Amazon. Storm needs to buy a TV to watch Cal win more games!! #3 in the NATION!! WOOHOOO!!!

September 22, 2007

Hell has frozen over

...in other words, it's raining. I don't remember the last time it rained in the City of Angels, in the month of September. It probably has, at some point in history, but considering how many Indian Summers we have, rain is a rarity.

I've escaped this round of JURY DUTY, which was lucky and mercy bestowed upon me. The first full week of school is NOT the time to go MIA, and I'll take Linh's advice on moving it to the summer.

Apartment life is good. I still haven't been able to figure out to light the pilot for my oven (something I don't want to do by myself anyway), so I can't bake yet. T______T The kitchen light doesn't exactly turn on, and I still have furniture to move, along with my cat. But independence is good, and healthy.

I've lost about four pounds, subconsciously, since I can decide when, what, and how much I eat. It was a sudden drop though (a pound a day, four days straight), so I felt a little dizzy. But it's tough to figure out whether I was dizzy from the weight loss or from having to lecture and yell for 4 hours a day. I have two Freshmen classes, and one that might as well be a Freshmen class, so I do A LOT of shouting.

I've also had to review the laws of communal laundry facilities!

Continue reading "Hell has frozen over" »

September 11, 2007

Pushing my luck

Third day without jury duty :)

September 10, 2007

dialing the numbers...

is like Russian Roulette! D:

But I win for another day!! *goes off and plans some more!*

September 09, 2007

Jury Duty

Day One: NO SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW!!!!! I can WORK TOMORROW!!!

Ok, that doesn't adequately show how happy that I am, that I don't need to show up at the courts tomorrow, but I am. Give me Tuesday as well, to get the infrastructure of my class going, and I will be a happy monkey.

August 21, 2007

Three feet and seven inches

Linh wants a very long entry. I will write it later. Just wanted to know how much to write later.

August 13, 2007

I need to write about...

This goes with the theme of me being a bum. I will write about the following, when I've found my motivation:

- misc that happened in July...if I remember it.
- Comicon
- AVID training
- Experience with Apartment hunting
- Bill and the camera
- Trip to the ER (it's not serious, just precautionary)
- planning trip to Bay Area
- Discover card ordeal and credit checks
- mentality going into my "third" year of teaching

August 09, 2007

Siggraph please!

OK OK....I haven't written in a while. I am a bum. But soon, I will be a bum with a camera. So, to answer Jerylin's request for more Bill pictures, that will become completely possible! ... in a bout two weeks...when Amazon.com's free shipping will finally have the box delivered to my door.

But hopefully, I will not be much of a bum-bum much longer. Once I get back from AVID training, I will sign a contract/lease for an apartment. WONDERFULNESS!! So I will take pictures of that too.

I was hoping to add one more convention event to my summer before its end, but I just missed it. DARN! Siggraph was here this week, and I maybe I should have skipped out on some things, but it's over as of today. Siggraph 2007 was just a few miles away from where I was being trained! Fortunately (or unfortunately), Siggraph 2008 will be at the LA Convention Center. Yeah, I wanna go as a fan-nerd, but also to get some insight into how to get this into the high school classroom (I am THAT determined to grab a UC G-elective class!). Anyone else wanna go?

July 25, 2007

DONE!!

Man, I read slow >_< Finished Harry Potter a few minutes ago. Took about 5 days to read it. Impressions...

Continue reading "DONE!!" »

July 21, 2007

Good job, Mom!

Copy of Harry Potter 7 acquired, via Mom. YAY!! :D

I lend it to Linh when I drive up there, at the end of August. OK?

July 07, 2007

Anime Expo 2007

No, I am no revealing a secret aspect of my life. This is the first (and perhaps only) anime convention that I have ever attended. Naturally, people that I met there asked how it was, and the best answer that I can give them is that it was OK. "OK?! COME ON!! Have some fun! It's so much fun to go to conventions!"

Uhh....hmm...ok?

Apparently, though, people thought that this was the "Worst AX ever". I would have to agree with some of the points...

(pictures are in the extended entry)

Continue reading "Anime Expo 2007 " »

July 06, 2007

My humblest apologies

I said that I would update...and I lied D: D: D: I am taking my pictures with me, and hopefully my laptop will be nice and work with me when I'm up in the Bay Area. Gotta run! @____@

Again, to make up for it, just a little, a picture of Bill that my brother took:

July 03, 2007

Third week of vacation

Vacations make me lazy, and being lazy is...not always bad. Still, I should work on the projects and life matters that I've set forth to accomplish. I will write about that later. Right now, I need to head into work, to check on the delivery of a new Yearbook cabinet :) Yay for progress!

In the meantime, I need to remember to read this: Analysis of UN Annual Report

Later :)

May 01, 2007

JERRYYYYYYYYYY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! :D :D :D

April 18, 2007

Hmm....

I'm sleepy.

My eyes burn.

It's 8:30

This should not be happening. Work has been exhausting...and if I talk any more, this entry will turn into a rant that the powers that be would probably not like to read. So instead, I'll head to bed and get some rest before grading another set of papers.

April 04, 2007

realignment

Whenever I come to visit Linh, it feels as though I realign myself with reality. There aren't many opportunities for me to speak to people my age, during the frenzy of the school year. So I lack a sense of awareness and scope, and more times than I would have liked to, I have been asked, "Are you happy?"

And I don't really know.

The teaching field is such that competency isn't really achieved until the third or fourth year. It might come sooner or later, but that has been the advice from some of the more veteran teachers. And I want to achieve competency, more than that...excellence, but I know that it takes time. It's easy to answer on the fourth day of working 10-12 hours on site...NO! I'm not happy! I'm stressed, burned-out, people are giving me grief, and despite the time and effort I spend, the work continues to pile and pile ... and is this really how it is? Now that I have a moment to breathe, the question inevitably returns.

...OK!! Enough deep thoughts for the hour. I will write about silly antics and accomplishments later, after the drive home.

March 30, 2007

third to the fourth

The book was turned in yesterday, at around 6 pm.

Time to catch up with, well, everything.

Monday to Linh's! :D OK, back to work....

March 25, 2007

and then there was life...

Forget the electric toothbrush! I'm gonna learn how to use a garbage compactor next, mostly due to the embarrassment factor of not knowing what to do with a machine that deals with trash. And no, I really don't know why people want to compact their trash...

And no, I haven't achieved freedom yet. The Book was supposed to be finished on Friday and mailed off on Saturday. Due to the network stall that lasted four days (Friday to Tuesday morning), we could not do much of ANYTHING. Co-dependency on technology...gotta love it. That put us exactly where we are now...not quite done, but we would have been done, if we weren't stalled. -_-

The cogs in my brain are turn-turn-turning, to figure out how to prevent/prepare for such a thing like the stall (or worse) from happening again. In-house server? Give me access so that I can be the server-reset-monkey, should anything go wrong? Give me two periods out of the day, to serve as a techie and help the computer LAB guy, whose job isn't even to manage the server?! He does a fabluous job, but there is only so much one individual can humanly do on such a huge campus.

As of right now, I'm probably going to stay where I am, because I'm that much of a yearbook nerd. Still, I wonder what the administration will give me next year. Four English classes? Two lower-level math and two English classes? Academy English classes? AVID?

I am getting tired. Or perhaps, I am just being human...because right now, I don't know whether my body is in caffine withdrawal...or overdose. Can people overdose on caffine? Anyway, I can't down much coffee recently because it does a number on my stomach. It's about time I had a physical.

And see the dentist.
And take Bill to the vet.
And do my taxes...GOOD GOD, I NEED TO DO MY TAXES D: D: D: *more of my money gone*
And pay my bills.
And figure out how to renew this domain without paying money for it..

What was that?! Yeah, I need to figure out how to use dreamhost's free domain, which comes with the hosting, for one of the two domains I own. It won't let me...because it says that the domain "already exists." But I have a little bit of time to get it straightened out.

One more week before spring break. WOOHOO!!! Will's already on break, but caught in the jury-duty-system. Los Angeles has a TERRIBLE jury duty policy!!! A WHOLE WEEK, 5 work days, of being on call!! Do they NOT realize that people need to work/study/care for family? PIFFFF!!!!

February 26, 2007

at the eleventh hour

...actually, I'm at my 13th hour, but I wasn't really counting. Internet at school is good! The laptop's absolutely been an asset, being one of the fastest computers, for proofing, inputting images, and doing whatever needs to be done...like installing programs and drivers for a scanner.

Next stop, though, is cleaner and disinfectant. The GERMS!!! D: D: D:

Anywho, I need to look for a point-shoot camera, since the one inherited from Will has a dead battery. The sooner I get one, the sooner I can grab pics of Bill. Any recommendations?

February 24, 2007

messages from the box that is my hovel

Greetings people,

It has been a while, and from where I sit, here, now, the world seems a little darker. Most probably because it's past 7:30 pm, but there are other signs too. Like the fact that it's Saturday and I am sitting in the same spot where I sat yesterday at around this time...just like the day before that. Even with a substitute, to cover a day for me, it is difficult to keep up with the work load. And for me to vent about work...that's never a good or smart thing to do in such a public arena. There is much to vent about though...

Anyway, since I'm here and I don't feel like going through the thousands of sheets of papers I should be reading through, I am finally taking the time to type here. I also have no energy to do any grading or organizing either. It probably has something to do with my increase of two cups of coffee per day. Today was only a one cup day...my brain is tired.

I wonder...what do people do on Saturday nights?
Do they go out with or spend time with friends and family?
Do they go grocery shopping, do their laundry, and do "life" things, as a coworker of mine described it?
Do they go on dates, to search for the rest of their lives?
Do they stay at home and simply relax?
What do people my age do on Saturday nights?

I usually eat dinner at home, in the presence of family, with those dinners usually consisting of blissful pho. The rest of the evening is then usually spent relaxing or playing video games, basically, staying the hell away from people. Especially these few days. These few days will be especially angry days.

January 05, 2007

written into the journal

Overload...discarding minute details...being lazy...I don't remember things for a number of reasons. But that's what journals/blogs are for, I guess. So, to mark strange things that have occured:

It rained today.

I graded about 4 inches worth of papers today, if you liberally count the stack of tests. If you do, then I graded 5 inches worth of papers today.

Dad earned a parking ticket for my car last night. He didn't park it in, after he moved it. The tickets are $45, in case anyone wants to become a rebel and park their car in front of my house at 4 am.

Spent some time with friends from work/school, where we had grown up conversations but could act immaturely.

"Palm rolls" are strange...they mix tomatoes and tuna together, to make it look like the stuff's all tomatoes, which is disappointing. But oh well.

Bro revamped my guitar so that it's like other guitars, on Tuesday at Guitar Center. The guy there was really nice about it and the guitar sounds good.

Spent time with Jery on Tuesday too! We went to Alcapulco...however it's spelled...and had interesting food. Next trip to meet up will probably be late June, early July, depending on schedules, esp peoples' weddings/

Went on a spontaneous trip to Berkeley, from Friday to Monday. Soloed the drive up, which was pretty bad in terms of traffic, but not terrible to solo. Since so many people were passing cars on the right lane and forcing their way back into the fast lane merging, there was a lot of sudden braking. The worst was a greasy balding man with a combover, in a black Lexus, busting a crazy, leaving only a foot between the big rig to him to me, because he wanted to get in after I had already let someone else in. Stupid older drivers. Why don't the CHP go hunt those people down?!

Met up with Linh and Son, and we did lots of stuffs. Chicken pho, Friendship Park, shopping, waiting a looooooong time for a New Year's Eve dinner but eating good food because of it, talking about education and life...and of course, getting hooked on a Korean drama that I HAD to finish D: D: D: "My Girl" is cute and funny, but Linh's right. I don't think I can actually sit down and watch a broadcasted drama. I can't stand the long, depressing shots of a character saying absolutely nothing! They just stare, sadly, mournfully, longingly...a LOT. *pushes fast forward button* All in all, it was good. I liked the dream sequences best. Finished watching Wednesday.

I bought a blanket today and I'm going to use it in a few minutes. Good night :)

December 20, 2006

worth the time, worth of time

Tonight, as I drove home from work, the streets were quiet. It was actually nice driving back, without the traffic. I haven't really had the time or the patience to notice the Christmas lights or decorations out.

But still, coming home at 10 pm makes me wonder, about my work and about my life. I spend so much of it at school. Today was a 14 hour day. How much more can I handle? And, perhaps more importantly, how much more should I handle? There will always be students who blame teachers for the miseducation, their traumatic moments and personal tragedies. I know my occupation makes me an easy scapegoat. And I know that I am doing my job again; I measure it by the "ooooh, that's right!" and the "what? Class is over already?"-s spoken to themselves as I walk around the room. But it still doesn't silence the fact that I should be doing better and that I should be on top of things and I should be up to par. I should.

My BTSA advisor/mentor reminded me that, despite all the things that are going wrong, I am much calmer and more collected than I was last year. That's true. I worked in a blind fury last year, moving in directions I probably could never replicate. Or ever want to repeat.

Continue reading "worth the time, worth of time" »

October 08, 2006

auntie sandy goes a-traveling

To read up on how Sandy is doing:

Auntie Sandy recommends gelato

October 01, 2006

Spots of Sunshine

I know that my blog has a tendency of being morbid and sarcastic. It's how I vent, which is not an excuse for my behavior. It is an explanation of it. I need that little bit of humor to make all the terrible things that happen in the day a little easier to swallow, to accept and thus continue from.

My new year resolutions don't begin at the beginning of the calendar year. My life runs on the academic calendar, so my resolutions do too. My list is short this year, because I want to actually make progress. I know that it is my nature to set lofty goals and then be crushed by not being able to accomplish them, this dooming myself to failure. Sucks for my sense of self-confidence. So far, I have:

- Call friends more often. CALL THEM, DAMMIT! Even if I don't exactly know what to say to them...I will learn D:
- Organize my classroom.
- Get my teaching credential...wait...have I ranted about that yet? NO!? Ooooh...
- After I get my teaching credential, add supplemental math credential
- Take Bill to vet
- Finish renovating bathroom, gutters, garage area, shutters, lawn

I wanted to add more (like renovating more of the house), but NOOOOOO, I need to stop.

School has been easier and more difficult. I am more aware of the material, classroom behavior and conduct, but my expectations are higher. The administration and district have become more restrictive, which I admire and agree with, to a certain degree, but they chose the wrong time to announce and relegate matters. As things stand right now, I'll be present, if not speaking, at the next school board meeting. Chances are that I won't need to speak out. Angry parents make a much greater impact than I do.

Oof, I've turned morbid again. I've been meaning to write this for a few weeks now, but things have gotten in the way:
A bowl of pho is a little laddle-full of heaven. Linh's homemade pho has a cascade of sunlight on it, from between breaks in cumulusnimbus.

September 17, 2006

some organization is good

Before and after pictures make me feel better. All warm and fuzzy. After finishing painting the gate, I decided to tackle my room...well, most of my room. There is only so much that can be done, moving from an apartment to a room.

Before:

IMG_2307.JPG IMG_2305.JPG

After:
IMG_2324.JPG IMG_2327.JPG

So yeah, I have way too many little toys, that I've collected over the years. But I don't wanna throw them away because they're so nifty! The very "right" side of my room, in accordance to the pictures, makes up my garage, entrance way, studio. Then my office/entertainment center, living room, bedroom, library, kitchen cupboard (I KNOW! It's not very earthquake-safe, but that's the only place where I can store my collection of Starbucks mugs) and, the part that I didn't picture, my bathroom. It's nice having a non-boy infested bathroom.

Pattern for duvet cover (because it's pretty):

IMG_2321.JPG

My new dresser, because Storm is starting to feel the need to not exist under college-like conditions:

IMG_2326.JPG

And so things will stay, until I clean, fix more of the house, and/or move out.

September 06, 2006

First Day of School

Just wanted to post something, within the first day of school, before I head to sleepy land...again. I thought that by cleaning my room, the insect population in my room would decrease. Perhaps, due to the heat, it has done the opposite. And though, someday, I will be the stuffs that bugs feast on, I don't WANT TO BE IT NOW!! Stop with the biting!

So I'm tired before there really is something to be tired about. Today went much smoother than last year. Or, at least I felt more confident about it. We will see how they behave on the second day of school. I do admit, naughty, naughty me, I do feel a lot like this right now:

roooooll that rock back up the hill!

August 22, 2006

And lastly, of course, Bill

The above are from the normal click-and-shoot camera. Big Bill (aka Will) bought a dSLR, and after much meowing at Bill, managed to get some really nice shots of him.

I'm tempted to turn these into wallpapers...and get an dSLR. But first, I need to invest in a Mac Laptop. My moneyzzzz....

Third, DS

Just in time to work my usual 10 hour days:

Yes, very dramatic, larger-than-life picture! It is a pretty box. So far, I have Monkey Ball and Mario Kart. Now meetings will not be so boring...maybe...stays at the airport will be better, probably.

Second, my house

While the father is away, the children will play...or CLEAN!! I have a feeling that my father would, once again, show off the blogs of his children to whoever he so wishes to show off to. He will need to consider this, as the consequences may not fall in his favor.

There are several steps to reclaiming the house. Whom are we reclaiming the house from? Spiders, wasps, grime, dirt, dust, weeds, overgown bushes, and CRICKETS. GOOD GOD, the crickets know no end! I'm glad Bill eats most of the ones inside the house. He would be one fat cat if we let him out at night. There are hundreds in the garage, which is something I don't want to think about.

I reclaimed the house from the spiders by giving the house a shower. Hosed down the backdoor area and under the front porch. The water dripped down in a pale orange, and the accumulated spider webs amassed in about 2 small fists of soppy debri. The lights shine much brighter now.

Reclaiming living space from wasps has become easier. This year, six paper nests went down, so far. I need to use a golf club or something to knock out the mud nest...maybe during the winter.

My last project was this:

It doesn't look that bad from a distance, but close up...

Scraped off as much of is as I had patience for. Then, I discovered that anti-rust was actually rust-colored.

It actually looks pretty good in that color. But in order to keep it, I would have to paint all the doors and shutters, and I don't want to do that. Consequentially, when my mother passed by, she mentioned, "Why don't you use spray paint?" ....-_-.... so all the detail, the little twists and turns and ornamental whatchamacallits were painted by hand.

Reclaiming the bushes was tedious, because I would always find out that my grandmother had an unfair head start. The ghettofabulousness of the following picture illustrates what I have to work with.

So, my grandmother wanted to part the waters by shaving the vine bald. Up to the heavens, singular remaining branch!

She hacked it off the following week. It's very naked now. I don't know whether that one is going to live now. It was a good thriving plant before the incident. I've told her that she is not allowed to hack any more off, but that is very subjective, like her opinions on hearing aids.

First, SD

I need to break up the "entry" I want to add today, because it'd be a bit big. First, San Diego Yearbook Camp. It was pretty good! It's good for the students, but I can see why it'd be repetative for returning advisors. They gave us "points" for coming to class.

They did give me this nifty monkey necklace for going. It's silly, but pretty cool. Too bad we can't have a monkey as a mascot for the yearbook. Mascots...I'm becoming a suburban school teacher. I apologize for the over-exposed-ness D:

And of course, I had to pick up a Starbucks mug. I would have never guessed San Diego's nickname...

Yeah...Finest City. Good to avoid know.

August 04, 2006

summer sun

Storm has not been writing much. Like most people on summer break, the mind wanders; grammar skills and other such braininess go on vacation. 4 week heatwaves are interesting too. Anyway, from the Bay Area trip, I bought some books:

things to read
Cheeseboard cookbook: I've been wanting this for a while. Cheeseboard is one of the things I miss. If I can ever get myself motivated enough to bake in my parents' kitchen...heh...I'll bake some bread.
Comikers: A clean issue...crazy. It's good this time. Interviews with the artists of Magna Carta, Last Exile, and Mushishi.
Ready Made: Really interesting magazine that shows folks how to make things themselves. Thumbs up for the lawn chair, but use your own discretion, in choosing projects, making your printer into an aquarium.

The trip was good, meeting up with people and spending time with Jery. Linh's cat, Meow, is actually thin. I just never thought he was because he's longhair and usually properly fluffed.

Time's passed quickly...it has already been a month since my last entry. I need to keep tabs on time more effectively. Between coming back from heading out to camp, Storm did some shopping:
shopping.jpg
bbq set: you can't actually see it. I'm going to search out my father's bbq set, however many there are, and THROW THEM AWAY because rust is bad, very bad. It was on sale at Target, but it's supposed to motivate me to clean the backyard enough to actually have a bbq.
brioche mold: see above information about the Cheeseboard
ice cream sandwich molds: Will was adamant about their stupidity, but I think they're AWESOME!! It makes little ice cream sandwiches from brownies and ice cream, in the shape of a cow, pig, and star. COME ON!!! It's good stuff!
White Tea, Fufu soda, her: White tea has that tart, dry aftertaste that tea usually has. It's not strong. Fufu soda is PINK and given to me from the owner of Fufu. I think I'll keep it until I get really thirsty someday. I'll write how it tastes like then. Her is a wierd energy drink that comes in a pink can. It sounds really good, for women, and it gives to charity. Don't see it much...probably because the company is based in West Hollywood and called Brad Beverages.
Kyocera: ceramic knife with a pink handle (charity for breast cancer), on sale @ williams and sonoma. Will probably use this knife...in a year D:

As of now, I'm not moving out. I figure that it's better to use $10k on repairs on the house and making it liveable and up to standards than giving it to a landlord. I know that my parents need to be responsible for cleaning up their own mess. I know that I should have my own life, my own kitchen, my own food (I need to check expiration dates constantly; the only place that has topped me being sick constantly is China). I will simply live in my classroom a little longer. God help me.

July 06, 2006

cars and roads

Traveled to N.Cal with Jerylin yesterday, to San Jose area. Bought cherries at a fruit stand near Gilroy. Met up with Brett. Went to Meesh' place for awesome dinner. Watched Cars and the reviews are pretty much on the spot; I would just buy the DVD to watch the parts I liked and not play it all the way through.

Time to get coffee...sleepy...zzzzzz

July 01, 2006

because storm likes the t-shirts

I think I'm going to subscribe to the 12 club for Threadless. Clothing sent straight to my living quarters, with one-of-a-kind designs? Yes, please! The designs I want are sold out, of course. If they ever do come back, I want these:

doodle bug
e-love
pillow fight x2
Fresh Air?

I am a worm...squirm squirm squirm

School's been over for two weeks and what have I accomplished? ...Actually, a pretty good amount, although it doesn't seem so to some people. Well, for starters, I've finally written down my current to-do-list. It's a good-sized list, and each one of the tasks can take anywhere from a few hours to a few days. My summer will not be dull!

Of course, one of the things I have NOT been doing is writing on this blog, which is why it became empty. A "Stephen Cole" wrote a comment 2 days ago and BAM!! My blog turned blank. I think it was spam, since I don't know a Stephen Cole...or should I? o__O!!!

Anyway, I will be wriitng in here when interesting stuffs happen, which will be soon. Until then, be good :)

Continue reading "I am a worm...squirm squirm squirm" »

June 11, 2006

5 more days

...and I will finish my THIRD first year of teaching.

But first, I apologize for the previous entry. There are so many grammar mistakes that it hurts to read it. I'll edit it later. And that isn't as much of an opportunity to procrastinate as you think. I need to write my finals, pretty much, right now. It took me well over 10 hours to write last semester's final. I had two classes, which meant that it took just about 20 hours to write them. That's a long time, so I'm going to start now. I'll be reading essays and grading the last of my papers. I wanted to put up projects on the wall...

Speaking of...dammit. I need to grab something from class. Bahhh.....incomplete entry again!

June 01, 2006

Dear People's Republic of Berkeley

My current situation is thus:

- This is the last week of instruction. Thus, I am attempting to cram as much information in as little time as possible, while still making it fun, engaging, and reasonable.
- Next week is review for my underclassmen and finals for my 4 seniors. I have not written their finals because...
- The yearbooks were delivered to the school yesterday. 800 books, approximately 1.5 tons in storage, with a budget that is more than my annual salary. Half of yesterday was being on the phone with the trucking company, being on the phone with the custodial staff, being on the phone with the administration. I literally had the phone propped on my left shoulder, writing on transparencies with my right hand, and giving a lecture while being on hold. That was yesterday.
- Lecturing has been difficult because I haven't had a voice for nearly 3 days. I sound aweful. I feel FINE; people keep offering me candy or cough drops, but my throat doesn't hurt and I haven't had a fever since Sunday. But... I sound like I'm just about ready to be carted into the ER again.
- But I think I'm happy right now, and for now, because my lessons have been interesting (they actually said, "Hey, this is kinda fun" and "Hey, I have a question...") and purposeful. They actually see the benefit in knowing this stuff. Wow.
- Yearbook distribution is tomorrow. Chaos. CHAOS. And criticism. Today's our manditory meeting, to prep everyone for the onslaught of negativity and the fact that there is absolutely no way to win. I will probably feed them food at the end of the year, to make them feel better. And since this is my first distribution, and the school has a new administrative staff, I have notices taht need to be sent out now. I mean NOW, all around the school, without the aid of a daily bulletin, in the middle of student elections and campaigning.
- Bill is good. He will get a bath, soon.
- I have a mountain of grading to do, paperwork that comes at me from, seemingly, nowhere, my room is crazy, and all of the above.
- I am tired. No updates until I am well into finals.

May 22, 2006

when it rains, it pours

I'm thinking of starting a new category on this blog - medical ailments - just because of what has happened these last few weeks. This is just a medical note, for my own record, because I would not remember otherwise.

Thunderstorms in LA...minus the thunder. Getting caught in a sudden downpour reminded me of weather in the Bay Area...and rain machines. Having 4th period conference is nice; gives me time to dry off.

Continue reading "when it rains, it pours" »

May 13, 2006

tranquilizing teachers

It all began on Wednesday. Nothing would stay in my stomach. It wouldn't come back up; it just decided to excuse itself by passing through my system as quickly as possible. But I felt normal, no fever, no stomach cramps, no fatigue, until noon. I decided to go home and sit it out, well, sleep it out. I ate plain bagels and water into the next day, and felt good enough to go shopping for an outfit to Dennis + Melinda's wedding. I even ate semi-solid food that evening.

Then Friday. Repeat Wednesday but add pain. I thought I could teach through the day because I'm insane like that. I got through period 2 (block schedule), but could not continue standing at around 9 am. The front office gave me leave, but it took a bit to walk to my car and a lot of mental focus to drive back home. The doctor I usually saw was double-booked; since I had these symptoms for three days, she advised me to go to urgent care. Not keen on heading to the ER again, my mother scheduled an appointment with my aunt's doctor. About a half an hour later, I almost threw up on the nurse. I was naive enough to think that if I had not eaten anything for over 12 hours, I would not be able to throw up. I was so wrong...I threw up the half-cup of water I drank that morning. But once that episode passed, I felt much better.

Those who know me know that I never see a doctor unless I'm in serious pain. Again, it's part of me being insane and all. He was wonderfully patient and insightful. He said he would give me a shot to feel better (something about cramping muscles?) and that it would make me feel drowsy. In short, he wasn't letting me go back to school. Dammit. Plus, it had to be injected into my butt. I haven't had a shot in the butt since kindergarten!

Well, my bum is still sore. I still feel queezy, weak, overly tired. For those of you who have been a part of a 30 hour famine fundraiser, I feel kinda like that. I lose circulation too easily, everything is either sore or tingles, and I feel cold, all compounded by my temporary anemia. I was supposed to go to the wedding today, but that would have been dangerous. Considering that both Dennis and Melinda are doctors, they'd've probably give me a good scolding and then send me to the corner with an IV. But I wish them the best. CONGRATULATIONS!!

May 09, 2006

photo bill

Sad-looking blog, sad. Have some pictures.

stupid focus!

fisk fisk